Dear Father,

There is a certain numbness after you’ve gone. We came so close and yet it all went for a complete toss. Many a times one wonders, what would have happened if I wouldn’t have given up? What would have happened if we would have continued on the same path, doing what we thought was right? Would you have been at work and would I have been in Kashmir? What if the nurse like all the other nurses relied more on my instincts, than anything anyone said to him? There we were thinking you would be up and about, working and then you were no more!